Kerana Kau....

22nd of August 2013.. today was a fairytale.. hihi…
not so fairytale.. but a happy moment.. y??
because i terpeleot dpn male studs at Politeknik Merlimau… here in Malacca.. kikiki.. was wit Pn. Hafeezah (kakak angkat) n Cik Zie Wahid (adopted sis).. hihi… was walking to our car n suddenly i terpeleot while stepping on a small stubborn stone.. is it my fault?? haha.. mayb yes myb no… wat do u think..? hehe.. becoz of dat sweet high wedges la i became so.. the studs noticed it.. said..”tinggi nye kasut”.. SHEEPISHLY i replied.. ” org pendek memerlukan kasut y tinggi utk nmpk tinggi”.. with smile n confidence…op kos.. wajibzz.. the three of us (2 daras n 1 mak dara) happily laughed together n enjoyed our day.. one of our precious moment together.. yeay!!!!

pedih ulu hati…

assalamualaikum..

tjuk kat atas kte pedih ulu hati.. bukan nk promote gaviscon okay!!
sebenrnye entri ni sedih.. but those who knows me will surely know how do i feel bout it.. whenever im sad i never show that gloomy face.. rarely show it to public.. i will do my very best to conceal all those feeling dats hurt..
not only because someone hurts me, but also when i hurt someone.. both feelings are very difficult to handle..
i dont mind if im the one who’s hurt because i can heal myslef easily..
what lingers me is when i hurt someone’s feeling.. eventho i didnt mean it.. i did apologize.. but my face will be like very cold, like i am heartless.. but do believe me, deep inside me, im suffocating..the feeling of guilt will takes time to go away.. especially knowing that it’s hard for the person that i hurt to let go the awful memory.. what more if the memory will be dragged for lifetime.. Allah.. have mercy on me..i never meant to hurt anyone..
i always look cheerful and full of energy.. but no one knows how do i feel honestly.. i might be the greatest actress or win some awards for not showing any sadness or shed a single tear.. im good at these.. let me be the one who’s hurt.. i dont wanna hurt anyone..

-with love,
bebemakcu

auwww…. Malunyeeeee…

“Dik, ade tanda harga lagi kat belakang tudung tu.. kikiki…”

assalamualaikum.. salam sejahtera buat sesape saje y membaca cerita sy ni.. (ade ke yang bace??mcm xde je..)

hihi.. it’s ok.. i wrote this for my own pleasure n interest.. sebenarnye ade j banyak kisah2 y sy nk citer.. tp asek x dan j.. maklumla.. tugas sbg pendidik hndaklah didahulukan.,. (satgi ade j y kompelen cikgu zaman skg gune tenet free utk tujuan peribadi.. kesah ini telah diposted menggunakn internet connection from my very own broadband tauu)..

ya allah.. jauh nauu melalot.. gini ceghite nyer.. pd tanggal 4 ogos bersamaan 27 ramadhan.. i ke bazar ramadhan bersama mama tercinta.. sebelum tu, da g sungai besar.. grabbed la tudung baru.. first time beli tudung awning 3 layers.. (selame ni i pakai tudung bawal or shawl saje) hik3.. dek kerana kejakunan membeli tudung baru, tanpa menunggu lebih lame, petang tu jugak i pakai tudung tu menuju ke bazar ramadhan sekinchan,.. bazar kitorg mmg bezzz.. hihi.. dgn penuh kompiden n prasan cunzz, i berjalan penuh keyakinan n keayuan masuk ke bazar… sedang i melalui gerai y pertama,jeng3… (suspension x??)… tetibe i trase tudung i ditarik dari belakang.. (buat gaya menoleh mcm nk marah)… lantas, (cess, gune bahasa essay konon.. hik3)..i toleh ke belakang.. pehal ni.. sape tarik tudung baru aku ni.. ……pabila ku toleh, Ade seorang makcik sedang menarik tudung i.. nape makcik ni gelak kn aku ni.. xleh jadi ni…die pon kate smbil gelak geli hati; ” dik, ade tanda hrga melekat lagi kt belakang tudung adik ni”.. katenyee.. WHAAAATTT!!!!.. baru td, dahi nk berkerut.. hahaha

maka, dengan penuh kasaganon n malusss ┬ánye, i pon terus le pegang n genggam tanda hrga tu,, rentaaappp… haaa… hambek kau.. tp malu tetap ade lagi.. ya allaaaaaaaaaaaahh.. cmane la leh lupe nk buang tnda hrga tu td,, nasib baek xrmai y prasan.. trime kaseh ler kt makcik tu sebab tegur.. klau xtegor, smpai balik la agaknye tnd hrga tu melekat… huwaarghhh… makasih buk… (da ucap tq kt mkcik tu da tw…)

lepas i buang tnda hrga tu, i paut ler lengan mama i.. eee… mama ni pon satu.. npe mama xckp.. die pon xprasan gak upenye.. (salah sndiri daa.. mane leh salahkn org lain.. xgitu… )haduuii.. xpela.. bile ingt tragedi ogos ni, ingat la kt satu movie favourite i.. kalau sesape y taw n penah tengok, citer ni ‘the confession of a shopaholic’…)da tgk bnyk kali, tp best.. xbosan.. dulu mase kt u, tgk citer ni gn my girls.. dani, tira n marina..zaman muda2) ade satu scene ni, heroin die g opis pki spek mata with its price tag still attached to it.. haha.. tp relax beb… i xmudah patah semangat.. sebenrnye, kite kene confident ble berhadapan gn situasi2 gini,. hik3.. teruskn perjalanan dgn penuh yakin.. hayon j kaki tu smbil senyum2 manis… xde nye org nk baling telur ke.. ape ke.. so, relax.. hik3.. i da biase… mcm model terpeleot kt runaway tu.. bangun semula.. hik3.. tu j la nk citer..

the lessons learnt here are, next time, dont be so eager to wear ur new outfit or what so eva without first checking it.. if there’s anything UNUSUAL… hik3.. n another one is, just be confident in whatever situation u r facing.. still learning lots more… so girls, ‘KERANA DIRIMU BERGITU BERHARGA’..

Tu je ler temah oii y i nk kongsi..oh ye.. lupe.. wud like to wish all muslims in the world, ramadhan kareem (walaupon terlewat) n also happy EID.. may allah bless us all and our deeds.. jgn lupe, bnyk kn bersedekah pd bulan ni ye.. pahala nye amat lumayan.. n jgn lupe teruskn perkara y baek2 ni pd bulan2 y lain juge.. until then, see u again.. jempot la dtg umah.. hik3.. daaa… assalamualaikum….. ^_^